Kaleidoscopic Confabulations of a Psychedelic

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Nothing in common,

a bad omen?

Sharing only laughter,

a wasted humor?

Heartbeat in a pause,

a lost cause?

Reflex kicking in,

a protective instinct?

Should have known better,

but blindness got the better of me.

Should have detect it earlier,

but hope got me in a glee.

Asked if I've learned anything out of this,

not exactly would be the reply.

No conclusion yet to this dismiss,

and so I continue to sit and sigh.

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 10:23 PM ~

Thursday, January 28, 2010

A taken gamble
A silly scramble
A fallen star
A dizzy au revoir

Green lights turn red
Apathy ahead
Detour required
Emancipation desired

Empty feedback
Confused track
Vision blinding
Fate unwinding

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 11:46 PM ~

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

My maternal granny appeared in my dreams last night. She was living in this extremely small room, like in just a square. She had her back turn against me when she said she was going. I was crying and she turned to me and said she dotes on me. I said I love her and hugged her very tightly.

Can't remember anything else. Is this a sign that her spirit is leaving this world? I hope so. It's time she carries on. Life on earth ain't that great. I'll always miss and love you, Nai Nai.

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 8:12 AM ~

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Just reached home an hour ago from an 8D7N family trip to BKK-Chiang Mai-BKK. The trip's over. So was 2009.

Life just goes on and on like that, doesn't it? Day by day, month by month, year by year. Each year is filled with different sorrowful and joyous moments, with different or the same people. Kinda boring, if you ask me. Tiring too. Sure, people you meet and/or the places you visit do spice things up, but only for a while. Then you're back to the same old shit. Just doing what you have to do to get that dollar. That dollar that gets you happiness. That dollar that also gets you sadness. That dollar that you are obliged to spend.

Speaking of obligation, I believe I have met last year's resolution. I'm slowing learning to say no, even when the pressure is on. And yes, it has made me a happier person. I've secured a job that I intend to preserve for another year at least and get to do a Masters the following year (that is if I have decided on which course by that time). 2009 also marked the last year with my pillar of support of 24 years. My maternal granny's departure was difficult but I made it through. With age, there will be more to come. That's life too, eh?

Pole dancing was prominent in 2009 and I wish to see it through 2010 too. Have yet to rock-climb and do water sports like I wished for last year. It will remain as my resolution this new year. More beach vacations and maybe Cambodia for Angkor Wat. That's all I have for 2010's resolution.

Have a good year, peeps.

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 6:21 PM ~

Sunday, December 20, 2009

'No strings attached'

Is a distant deceive

Either that

Or she has been naive

Stupidity is an understatement

Regret would be overstated

Mystery to why she was adamant

In convincing the sedated

Neglected the cliche

Contained the distress

Lesson learnt the hard way

Lesson learnt nevertheless

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 1:38 PM ~

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Felicity to gloom
Like wind to dark clouds
It chased away more than just wrinkles in the heart

Package to fever
Like bees to honey
It dawns a new light on my smarts

Lime is sour
And sugar is sweet
Hunger is power
And food is the treat

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 2:16 AM ~

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

It was a lovely dinner with PY and her sis, Peijue at Holland V earlier. Treated PY to a simple bday dinner at Wala Wala. Can't resist ordering the crispy yummy chicken wings and my favorite Spaghetti alle Vongole in white wine sauce while PY ordered her usual Linguine Marinara.

PY was craving for Starbuck's Peppermint Mocha and hence without hes, we headed straight for it after dinner. PJ randomly picked a hot dark cherry latte, PY was satisfied by her once-a-year-only-during-christmas hot peppermint mocha and I had the same one but chilled. Ordered an addition Ooze-licious Lava Cake.

When they attacked the cake and the lava started to ooze out, they squeaked in excitement and frantically insisted that I take a picture of the oozy-ness. Siao char bors!

Happy? =P

Our time was spent with endless chatter and laughter. 4 hours past too fast. We have gotta do this again. It's relaxing and heartwarming. Love you girls!

~ Busyholic found the time to blog @ 11:43 PM ~